taking a step back
kelly | 24 September 2009 - 10:49pm
Today was one of those terrible, horrible, no good, very bad days. The sort of day where you just want to go home, crawl under the covers, and cry. I don't have these sorts of days very often, for which I'm grateful. But today was one of them, for several reasons, some of which aren't going away anytime soon. The majority of this is work-related, with the typical regular life stuff thrown in as well. At the moment it's all just a bit too much for my sagging shoulders.
After work I spoke with my mom, and as I poured everything out to her, I felt that I was doing an admirable job maintaining perspective. But I think the universe had taken note of my sullen attitude and could tell I was in the planning stages of a pity party, because this evening at the rescue squad I certainly got a lesson in appreciating life.
First my rescue buddy, who's in college, told me that last week his girlfriend was diagnosed with lymphoma. Then we got a call for an interstate traffic crash with vehicle entrapment. And then, before the shift ended, we took to the hospital a woman who was having a heart attack, The Big One.
All of this in the span of four hours. Suddenly my bad day seems like the best day ever. Nothing like an evening at the rescue squad to give a little perspective.
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My gramps once told me a story, one of those stories that gets passed down one generation after another. There's a flag waving in the wind and two guys are having a heated argument about which is causing the other to move.
One guy says: the flag's moving the wind.
The other guy says: the wind's moving the flag.
Enter the sage: it's not the wind, nor the flag. It's only your mind moving.
Exit: your self.
Ah jeeez. Still, bad days are bad days. Some badder than others. Some are fraught with immense suckage. Hang in there.
I am thankful for people like you.
sending you love...and not even from Guam, from here in Virginia! lyme!
Sometimes getting some perspective helps with dealing. Hope your days get better and the bad things start fading.